Sarah_16x
Mum to Jayden & pregnant
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Hi I've been with my partner for 5 years and I have a 9 year old from a previous relationship.
I had my son when I was 17 from a previous relationship and then had a miscarriage two years later.
Since the miscarriage I always blame myself that my son missed out on having a brother or sister with a close age gap. Shortly after loosing my 2nd child we split up.
After that my ex partner went onto having 2 other children ones 6 and ones 3 they are both girls. My son isn't really close to them as they are girls and don't like the same stuff he does.
Me and my partner have used nothing for the past 4 years we have gone from using clear blue advanced ovulation test to recently using the clear blue advanced monitor .
He has on off took fertility tablets to try boost his latest sperm results.
He used to smoke since he was a young age and although he says he's stopped now I still think he smokes at work etc.
His latest results from Sperm analysis was
11.8 million Sperm count
6.0 - volume
7.8 - ph
Total sperm per ejaculate - 70.8 million
Total motility 48%
Progressive motility - 24%
Non progressive -24%
Immobile - 52%
We can't afford ivf or any of the treatments.
Sometimes I feel he isnt trying enough like he still drinks not much though
I feel bad that my sons 10 this year and when if I do have another one the gaps goingto be so big and then I will feel exactly the same for the next one thinking their on their own.
Some times I wonder is it easier to just find someone else even though I don't want to but i never imagined just having The one child I always wanted a big family but even though he knows his results arnt good it seems he doesn't do enough to try and get them better
I had my son when I was 17 from a previous relationship and then had a miscarriage two years later.
Since the miscarriage I always blame myself that my son missed out on having a brother or sister with a close age gap. Shortly after loosing my 2nd child we split up.
After that my ex partner went onto having 2 other children ones 6 and ones 3 they are both girls. My son isn't really close to them as they are girls and don't like the same stuff he does.
Me and my partner have used nothing for the past 4 years we have gone from using clear blue advanced ovulation test to recently using the clear blue advanced monitor .
He has on off took fertility tablets to try boost his latest sperm results.
He used to smoke since he was a young age and although he says he's stopped now I still think he smokes at work etc.
His latest results from Sperm analysis was
11.8 million Sperm count
6.0 - volume
7.8 - ph
Total sperm per ejaculate - 70.8 million
Total motility 48%
Progressive motility - 24%
Non progressive -24%
Immobile - 52%
We can't afford ivf or any of the treatments.
Sometimes I feel he isnt trying enough like he still drinks not much though
I feel bad that my sons 10 this year and when if I do have another one the gaps goingto be so big and then I will feel exactly the same for the next one thinking their on their own.
Some times I wonder is it easier to just find someone else even though I don't want to but i never imagined just having The one child I always wanted a big family but even though he knows his results arnt good it seems he doesn't do enough to try and get them better
