Thankyou all to everyone who has replied to me in other posts, ur love and support means so much, just to let u all know, I am going into hospital thurs for an induced miscarriage, I am so scared of what to expect and dont know whether I am strong enough to deal with this, one of my closest friends visited me today and actually apologised to me because she is pregnant, i feel so guilty, I want her to know how happy I am for her and knowing that she is happy after herself having a miscarriage brings me comfort. i wish I knew what to expect over the coming days, will my baby look like a baby etc etc , will i love it instantly so many questions wish I had answers to.