MissyMojo
Army Wife, Mam & BFP
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does anyone feel like this with regard to their problem?
i had PPROM and contractions at 31+4 and spent a week in hospital - got discharged under bed rest orders and with medications
and
once the excitement of being home passed, things kinda sunk in a bit more ,
my baby very nearly came early!
and then came the associated guilt, that i cant even get being pregnant right!
and my two sets of instincts are warring - my NESTING instinct which is telling me to clean clean clean, and my mummy protector instinct saying dont you dare, to the point where i was because i wanted to do dishes !!!!
the side effects from the tablets make me feel hideous and this doesnt help, i know thyre for a VERY good cause, but feeling like my heart is hammering out my chest, im about to faint and shaking like a crack addict in neeed of a fix are not pleasant things to be feeling.
and so cos i didnt want to be moaning everyday when i have got such a precious gift growing inside of me, i had myself a few quiet days, still stalked my friends, but generally kept my head down,
has anyone else felt like this???
i had PPROM and contractions at 31+4 and spent a week in hospital - got discharged under bed rest orders and with medications
and
once the excitement of being home passed, things kinda sunk in a bit more ,
my baby very nearly came early!
and then came the associated guilt, that i cant even get being pregnant right!
and my two sets of instincts are warring - my NESTING instinct which is telling me to clean clean clean, and my mummy protector instinct saying dont you dare, to the point where i was because i wanted to do dishes !!!!
the side effects from the tablets make me feel hideous and this doesnt help, i know thyre for a VERY good cause, but feeling like my heart is hammering out my chest, im about to faint and shaking like a crack addict in neeed of a fix are not pleasant things to be feeling.
and so cos i didnt want to be moaning everyday when i have got such a precious gift growing inside of me, i had myself a few quiet days, still stalked my friends, but generally kept my head down,
has anyone else felt like this???
