Having a low day :o(

[babyell]

I went to see the consultant today about being induced at 38 weeks because of anxiety about this pregnancy going wrong. This is the second time I have tried. After trying to explain my reasons she finally agreed to an induction, on my due date. I can't believe they are making me wait another 2 weeks. My hubby thinks I should be happy that I have an induction date, a date to count down to. But I don't think I can get through the next 9 weeks.

Feel like crying over stupid things and getting angry all the time. Didn't give hubby the time if day today and now he has gone out to his second job, so won't see him until late tonight.

So I'm sat here feeling sorry for myself. Nothing appeals to cheer my mood. Was going to buy some baby stuff online, but what's the point.

I just feel so numb.

Hubby has said a few things recently about harry dying and it feels like he blames me somehow. I was prodding my belly the other day to show him baby moving and he said that's probably why harry died because you kept doing that.

And when I was saying about being induced he said only I would benefit from it.

Just feel like a brood mare who is giving him his previous son. Don't get me wrong I really do want this little chap but hubby never shows any interest in the 'production' stage of baby, doesn't ask about midwife appts, or touches my belly, he kyats wants end product, or that's what it feels like.

I can't even get a comfort hug from him because he sees it as an excuse to get his fun.

Aarrgh sorry for the ramble, just feel so low and lonely

 

[hb1]

so sorry you're feeling like this at what should be a most joyous part of your pregnancy - waiting in anticipation for your beautiful baby and watching your bump grow.

I would let your husband know how you feel and how the things he says are upsetting you. If he doesn't realise what he's doing then spelling it out for him is necessary - he should be your support at this time - you need it.

Try and spend time with friends and family and let them help you get excited about what's coming up - the birth of your baby

hx

 

[Lucia]

I am sorry that you are having such a hard time. I agree that you should probably try and talk to your husband about how you are feeling. No one deserves to feel so badly and you should be using this time to be excited about your new little one soon to arrive.

 

[Vickieh1981]

Grrrr I am so fuming for you. How dare he say that Harry died because you prodded your tummy. What a horrible and totally untrue thign to even suggest.

Huge hugs to you xxx

 

[rabbitswife10]

i really dont know what to say except i am so sorry you are going thru this... big for you... and where is the "kick in the nutts" smiley for the hubby?