LouOscar01
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I've just passed my baby today after 'medically managing' it (having a tablet as it wasn't happening naturally). My baby died at 7w1d. I found out at 9w1d. I'd heard the heartbeat two days before it died and it was fine. I'd heard it a week prior and they said it was slow but that it had likely only just started beating. They said my baby was measuring small and wouldn't listen to the fact that I KNEW WHEN I HAD OVULATED, I'd had follicle tracking and confirmed by temps. I went for a private scan on Monday after a tiny bleed of brown and I saw straight away no heartbeat. SHe told me it was wrong of the sonographer and nurse at the Early Pregnancy Unit to not acknowledge the small size and accept my dates. She said the fact that it was measuring small was a warning sign that it was not ok.
At the moment I'm just crying constantly. I can't imagine ever getting past this. I can't imagine beginning the struggle to get pregnant again on Clomid. I can't imagine getting pregnant again. I'm terrified of this happening again.
I've taken 2 weeks off work (I'm a teacher in Year 1 so ages 5 and 6). At the moment I just can't imagine getting to a point where I feel ready to go back.
How can I do this?
At the moment I'm just crying constantly. I can't imagine ever getting past this. I can't imagine beginning the struggle to get pregnant again on Clomid. I can't imagine getting pregnant again. I'm terrified of this happening again.
I've taken 2 weeks off work (I'm a teacher in Year 1 so ages 5 and 6). At the moment I just can't imagine getting to a point where I feel ready to go back.
How can I do this?