Hormones Suck!

[Tanara]

I've honestly never been the girl to cry not unless something is really wrong, I've always been able to control my emotions with out any difficulty, but I swear if i burst out crying for no reason one more time I'm gonna lose it I feel like a nut bar.

Doesn't help that my OH, just got a second job, I'm still not 100% sure why as we don't necessarily need the money. But he is a security guard from 10-11pm until 5am. It's been months since I had to sleep without him, I dont even know If i will manage to get any sleep until he gets home. Tomorrows going to suck since he gets home at 5am sleeps leaves for work at 11am is home at 4pm eats dinner with us has a 2 hr nap then go's back to work at 10pm til 5am.

I swear if I could just kidnap him and keep him hostage I would... He said the reason he took this job is cause its only a temp job for 3 weeks, and its a family friend. And the money he gets from that job is going to something that is a surprise.. (I'm assuming a new television since our 50" gets to hot after a few hours and you have to turn it off for 10 min which is kinda annoying, We've been talking about buying a 60ish in")

Anyways this was kinda pointless LOL, but I'm all lonely and board

 

[Burchy314]

See I am the type of girl who crys not in public though but now with the hormones it is SOOOOOO BAD!!!! I will cry for now reason...make fun of me all you want, everyone does...but one time me and my OH went to a baseball game and he took my fench fry out of my hand and ate it as a joke and I started to tear up and almost started like bawling. It was embarssing because he was laughing at me, but then I started laughing too.

I am used to not sleeping with my OH because he only stays the night on weekends but when he moves in and I get used to it and he isn't there one night I would be so lonely so I totally understand. I wish I could kidnap my OH sometimes too. He is thinking about getting a second job, which with us we could really use the money. But I don't want him to because I like spending time with him and he is always tired as it is. He works 6 am to 3 pm every week day and sometimes even more then that. Plus his job requires ALOT of heavy lifting so he is always tired and sore. I don't know how he is planning on working another job while we take care of our baby.

Atleast your OH will be done with his second job in 3 weeks and everything will be back to normal.

Sorry that reply was so long lol I just kept typing and couldn't stop.

 

[Tanara]

Awh thats how I wrote the original post i swear i thought it was only going to be a line.

And dont feel bad my OH bought be a bagel and he always gets me a sesame seed bagel with herbs and garlic, And they mixed up and made it a cheese bagel. I balled and balled, and he just looked at me and said hunny eat mine I'll eat yours.

And yeah hes not doing anything to exhausting right now cause he got laid off last month since he works a seasonal job, anyways hes just doing maintenance work on a few buildings, and the security aspect of his second job is literally he does a walk around every hour, that's it the rest of the time hes in a room watching tv.

 

[Burchy314]

Awh thats how I wrote the original post i swear i thought it was only going to be a line.

And dont feel bad my OH bought be a bagel and he always gets me a sesame seed bagel with herbs and garlic, And they mixed up and made it a cheese bagel. I balled and balled, and he just looked at me and said hunny eat mine I'll eat yours.

And yeah hes not doing anything to exhausting right now cause he got laid off last month since he works a seasonal job, anyways hes just doing maintenance work on a few buildings, and the security aspect of his second job is literally he does a walk around every hour, that's it the rest of the time hes in a room watching tv.

Ha atleast he was nice about it. My OH laughed at me, then when we got home and told my parents and somehoe my brother found out and now everyone knows and makes fun of me for it, including my OH. Everytime he brings it up I hit him lol.

Yeah well my OH works hard all day then when he gets home his parents have a long list of house work for him to do even though they have plenty of time to do it. They make him do it while they sit on their butts and watch tv and drink and my OH is almost 20 and still has to deal with them and he gets treated like he is a kid. He is so happy to be moving in with me. Sorry it was a bit of a rant.

 

[Tanara]

Lol, he teases me for everything, but i seriously have my fair share of blonde moments. But so does he so I think our making fun of each other is equal. He never tells anyone, just makes fun of me when were home.

And I do all the house work ect. Since I'm a stay at home Mom. I'm so lucky to have someone who supports my choice to want to be a full time mom and invest all the time I can in my kids while they are young. Although I bring in 650 atm, and will be bringing in 900 when they baby is here. So i dont feel to guilty.