pinkflamingo
Mummy to an angel x
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Hi all,
I am hoping to join you in the next couple of weeks. I am going through a mmc and hopefully we will be back ttc very soon.
At the moment the thought of ttc and getting that BFP is exciting but very scary. How did you all feel when you were ttc again after a loss? Did you change anything in the way you were ttc due to having had a loss? I don't know whether it is going to be a very emotional rollercoaster or not.
I guess it's just a 'get on with it and see' job!!
I also wanted to add this poem that I found yesterday, and which has touched me. I hope it is ok for me to post it. I was in tears when I read it, but it gave me some comfort.
xxx
WHAT MAKES A MOTHER?
I thought of you and closed my eyes
And prayed to God today
I asked "What makes a Mother?"
And I know I heard Him say.
"A Mother has a baby"
This we know is true
"But God can you be a Mother,
When your baby's not with you?"
"Yes, you can," He replied
With confidence in His voice
"I give many women babies,
When they leave is not their choice.
Some I send for a lifetime,
And others for the day.
And some I send to feel your womb,
But there's no need to stay."
"I just don't understand this God
I want my baby here."
He took a deep breath and cleared His throat,
And then I saw the tear.
"I wish that I could show you,
What your child is doing today.
If you could see your child smile,
With all the other children and say...
'We go to Earth to learn our lessons,
Of love and life and fear.
My Mommy loved me oh so much,
I got to come straight here.
I feel so lucky to have a Mom,
Who had so much love for me.
I learned my lessons very quick,
My Mommy set me free.
I miss my Mommy oh so much,
But I visit her each day.
When she goes to sleep,
On her pillow's where I lay
I stroke her hair and kiss her cheek,
And whisper in her ear.
Mommy don't be sad today,
I'm your baby and I'm here.'
"So you see my dear sweet ones,
Your children are okay.
Your babies are born here in My home,
And this is where they'll stay.
They'll wait for you with Me,
Until your lesson's through.
And on the day that you come home
They'll be at the gates for you.
So now you see what makes a Mother,
It's the feeling in your heart
It's the love you had so much of
Right from the very start.
Though some on earth may not realize,
Until their time is done.
They'll be up here with Me one day
And know that you're the best mom!"
I am hoping to join you in the next couple of weeks. I am going through a mmc and hopefully we will be back ttc very soon.
At the moment the thought of ttc and getting that BFP is exciting but very scary. How did you all feel when you were ttc again after a loss? Did you change anything in the way you were ttc due to having had a loss? I don't know whether it is going to be a very emotional rollercoaster or not.
I guess it's just a 'get on with it and see' job!!
I also wanted to add this poem that I found yesterday, and which has touched me. I hope it is ok for me to post it. I was in tears when I read it, but it gave me some comfort.
xxx
WHAT MAKES A MOTHER?
I thought of you and closed my eyes
And prayed to God today
I asked "What makes a Mother?"
And I know I heard Him say.
"A Mother has a baby"
This we know is true
"But God can you be a Mother,
When your baby's not with you?"
"Yes, you can," He replied
With confidence in His voice
"I give many women babies,
When they leave is not their choice.
Some I send for a lifetime,
And others for the day.
And some I send to feel your womb,
But there's no need to stay."
"I just don't understand this God
I want my baby here."
He took a deep breath and cleared His throat,
And then I saw the tear.
"I wish that I could show you,
What your child is doing today.
If you could see your child smile,
With all the other children and say...
'We go to Earth to learn our lessons,
Of love and life and fear.
My Mommy loved me oh so much,
I got to come straight here.
I feel so lucky to have a Mom,
Who had so much love for me.
I learned my lessons very quick,
My Mommy set me free.
I miss my Mommy oh so much,
But I visit her each day.
When she goes to sleep,
On her pillow's where I lay
I stroke her hair and kiss her cheek,
And whisper in her ear.
Mommy don't be sad today,
I'm your baby and I'm here.'
"So you see my dear sweet ones,
Your children are okay.
Your babies are born here in My home,
And this is where they'll stay.
They'll wait for you with Me,
Until your lesson's through.
And on the day that you come home
They'll be at the gates for you.
So now you see what makes a Mother,
It's the feeling in your heart
It's the love you had so much of
Right from the very start.
Though some on earth may not realize,
Until their time is done.
They'll be up here with Me one day
And know that you're the best mom!"