suzan
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I was out almost all day long with my friend. She wanted to go shopping for her daughter, and since she is new in town doesnt know where to go so asked me to take her.
She was trying for a year, and fell preg with her child. She knows how hard it has been for me with the 2 miscarriages.
So there we are. The baby shop.. Full of blue and pink lovely clothers; cute little pillows, play mats, dolls, teddy bears, little socks, little shoes,
Tears where hidden, I felt so bad. I felt OMG I would have had all this at home now if I wouldnt have miscarried my first time, I would have been now 34 weeks!!
Then I felt kindda tired so I sat for a while, and a cute baby bump came next to me! A lady that was preggo sat beside me and I just couldn't stop looking at her bump! She was like "Am so tired!" Then I was like "Yea, I can imagine! with that bump! how far along r u?" She was like "7 months! I just started to shop for my baby today" I was silently like "thank you, you just killed me "
I will be honest, I am still hurt, a lot.! We planned our future, and having a baby was supposed to have happened, I know it's God's will, and it's how our destiny is supposed to be, but shouldn't our turn be soon?
I hated today, I hated 2007.
Sorry about the rant.
She was trying for a year, and fell preg with her child. She knows how hard it has been for me with the 2 miscarriages.
So there we are. The baby shop.. Full of blue and pink lovely clothers; cute little pillows, play mats, dolls, teddy bears, little socks, little shoes,
Tears where hidden, I felt so bad. I felt OMG I would have had all this at home now if I wouldnt have miscarried my first time, I would have been now 34 weeks!!
Then I felt kindda tired so I sat for a while, and a cute baby bump came next to me! A lady that was preggo sat beside me and I just couldn't stop looking at her bump! She was like "Am so tired!" Then I was like "Yea, I can imagine! with that bump! how far along r u?" She was like "7 months! I just started to shop for my baby today" I was silently like "thank you, you just killed me "
I will be honest, I am still hurt, a lot.! We planned our future, and having a baby was supposed to have happened, I know it's God's will, and it's how our destiny is supposed to be, but shouldn't our turn be soon?
I hated today, I hated 2007.
Sorry about the rant.