mommatoabeaut
Momma of 3
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I cant sleep at all.
AT ALL.
If its not spd keeping me awake, im having crazy ass nightmares and then refusing to even try and sleep after then incase it carrys on.
And when none of the above is happening, i just wake up every hour.
Maybe im over stressed. Too much on my mind.
With stressing over being ready for baby in time, and stressing over my results from my heart monitor test which say i have irregularities in my results. And simply being stressed because i have a 2 year old who doesnt behave, and hardly ever sleeps.
I am pushing OH away, he wont tell me that. But i know ive been a complete nightmare to him lately. We hardly ever speak lately either.
coffee doesnt cut it anymore, i dont get the O.O wakey wakey buzz from it anymore.
dont know how much more of this i can take :'(
AT ALL.
If its not spd keeping me awake, im having crazy ass nightmares and then refusing to even try and sleep after then incase it carrys on.
And when none of the above is happening, i just wake up every hour.
Maybe im over stressed. Too much on my mind.
With stressing over being ready for baby in time, and stressing over my results from my heart monitor test which say i have irregularities in my results. And simply being stressed because i have a 2 year old who doesnt behave, and hardly ever sleeps.
I am pushing OH away, he wont tell me that. But i know ive been a complete nightmare to him lately. We hardly ever speak lately either.
coffee doesnt cut it anymore, i dont get the O.O wakey wakey buzz from it anymore.
dont know how much more of this i can take :'(