spencerbear
Mum to 2 girls and 3 boys
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My OH walked out on me just after i found out i was expectng our second child. He had just been visitng our little girl on the weekend.
As ive got further into this pregnancy, my spd has got quite bad and the doctors have told me to rest, not easy to do with a 2 yr old. So he has been stopping on the sofa 3 - 4 nights a week. We have been getting on so well, its like he never left, only differance being him sleeping downstairs.
This has made me so confused, he never explained to me why he left in the first place and still wont talkabout anything like that..... Im now spendng half my time crying my eyes out, just because i dont understand. I want him to be here but also think that my head would be in a better place if he wasnt ......
Why is it so hard, wish in some ways i could just turn off like he has!!!
Sorry for the moan but got no one i can talk to here x x
As ive got further into this pregnancy, my spd has got quite bad and the doctors have told me to rest, not easy to do with a 2 yr old. So he has been stopping on the sofa 3 - 4 nights a week. We have been getting on so well, its like he never left, only differance being him sleeping downstairs.
This has made me so confused, he never explained to me why he left in the first place and still wont talkabout anything like that..... Im now spendng half my time crying my eyes out, just because i dont understand. I want him to be here but also think that my head would be in a better place if he wasnt ......
Why is it so hard, wish in some ways i could just turn off like he has!!!
Sorry for the moan but got no one i can talk to here x x
