I don't know what to title this.... XD

[Cael_Aidan]

So, I'm not generally a forum person. Or at least, not past lurker level. I apologize if I break any undone etiquette rules.

Hubby and I have been trying naturally for four years, and I'm almost to my breaking point and going to the doctor for assistance. (I have a fear of multiples and only want one kid ever.)

Now I'm on CD45. Normal is 32ish, ranging from 28 to 34. I've had a couple of long spikes in the last four years, but haven't had one in over a year.

I've never had a positive test. Not even a chemical pregnancy. My doctors said everything looks normal. My BBT says I'm ovulating but I don't use OPKs - too much peeing on a stick spikes my depression issues.

So now I'm two weeks late past my average. 24DPO. And I'm afraid to test. I'm scared of the depression spike that'd be caused by a BFN. (Been a major part of my life since I was 11, but I've been unmedicated for 8 years since 19. Took classes on how to cope without medication. Only helps so much with spikes, but I'm level overall anymore.)

Sorry for the rambling. It's hard to check for cohesiveness on my phone. XD

 

[yellowbell]

hey there.

I was scared of testing too when I was ttc 1 and didn`t even test when I was 10 days late because I`ve had late periods that long. I was seeing the acupuncturist that time and she just made me do the HPT before my acupuncture session so I had to do it and to my big surprise I was pregnant!

I hope you got a BFP.