I just looked at my ticker and realized today Ava has been gone for 6 months My God that went so fast, it seems like yesterday i gave birth to her and then buried her. I miss her so much but I know she is with my Nonna and my Nonna is protecting her till i can get up there (Heaven ). I miss my angel 
The time really does fly though doesn't it... I haven't figured out if that's a good thing yet.
I'm sorry hun...
It's only been a little over 2 months since I said goodbye but it also seems like it was just yesterday I was receiving the horrible news.
It is so nice to think that they are up there with other loved ones though. It has really helped me.
Lots of hugs to you...
) Until the day they told me she was gone . Now it's six months since she is gone and Ava should be almost a month old, it's not fair she isn't here with us. Life really is so cruel 
Of course Ava knows how much she is loved I was at her graveside today and totally broke down - I should be 23 weeks pregnant today - walking around with a big bump, having cravings, decorating my nursery and buying cute pink outfits - not sat on damp wet grass by the side of my baby girls grave tears streaming down my face. They would have be so loved
Oh hunny, I am so sorry
Today is 6 weeks since Emily became an angel... I cant believe it! Time just seems to be going so fast -- and I am desperately trying to cling onto the past
How did this go wrong for us all? Why is this so unfair??? Why cant we have our babies!? We all deserve them so much
Sorry
I sit there and talk to her for so long (People think I am a nutbag) I don't care I know Ava can hear me and feel me. I am so sorry you are going through this also, its just terrible I know I am so thankful for you and all of you .I am so thankful someone understands me, cause in my life here nobody does, its so sad how easily people tell you to move on, I wish it was that easy. I am so sad
