i just want to cry forever

[kirstybumx3]

im so upset today
did a test and got a BFN!!!

im so desperate to be a mummy now, and my oh has really opened up the last few weeks about how much he wants to father a child. its getting to me so bad not being able to give him what he wants!!!!

my boobs have been itching, i CRIED!!! in the kitchen yday because i didnt quite cook the spaghetti enough and it was a little hard (felt crazy afterwards) , ive had slight cramping like period cramps...

i was CONVINCED i was gonna get a positive, but no!!!
ive got a party tomorrow night and id have loved nothing more than to not be able to drink!!! how mad lol...

but seriously, im fed up we figured TTC was too stressful so we went to NTNP for a while so now i dont quite know when im due.. but it feels forever since i last had af .... pleaseeeeeeee give me my bfp

so so upset, i just feel like sitting and sobbing myself to sleep i really do!!
so sorry for the rant

 

[kirstybumx3]

my skin also feels like its changed on my face, my foundation is now going patchy like i have dry/greasy areas on my face.. is this pg sign?? or just my stupid body!!?? anyone??

 

[kail]

I'm sorry you're having such a bad day. Its so awful to feel so sure only to have ones hopes dashed. For me it hasn't stopped at the test. Now I'm wondering what's wrong with me and what these "symptoms" are from. I hope you get the bfp you're wanting very soon please smile if you can. It will happen!

 

[pola17]

im so upset today
did a test and got a BFN!!!

im so desperate to be a mummy now, and my oh has really opened up the last few weeks about how much he wants to father a child. its getting to me so bad not being able to give him what he wants!!!!

my boobs have been itching, i CRIED!!! in the kitchen yday because i didnt quite cook the spaghetti enough and it was a little hard (felt crazy afterwards) , ive had slight cramping like period cramps...

i was CONVINCED i was gonna get a positive, but no!!!
ive got a party tomorrow night and id have loved nothing more than to not be able to drink!!! how mad lol...

but seriously, im fed up we figured TTC was too stressful so we went to NTNP for a while so now i dont quite know when im due.. but it feels forever since i last had af .... pleaseeeeeeee give me my bfp

so so upset, i just feel like sitting and sobbing myself to sleep i really do!!
so sorry for the rant

while you get more stressed, its going to be harder... i know its easier said tha done, but try to relax!!

id you feel something different is going on on your body, go to the doctor! Finally I did, he said I have PCOS, and im under treatment, and feel more optimistic!! cheer up girl, Im sure you´ll have that BFP soon!!

baby dust for you!!! lots!!

 

[ourfate]

i know how you feel! its just so frustrating when you get that BFN, it ruins your whole day!!!

 

[rflower]

Good luck! Stay positive and keep trying!

 

[lucybee]

Hang in there!

 

[Glitter_Berrie]

stay positive, my aunnt had her tubes tied and burned and she had a 1% chance of conception and sguess what? she got preggo with that 1% chance, just hang in there, it will happen! hope you feel better

 

[FreeSpirit]

Its okay to feel sad ... its a rollercoaster. Just keep in mind that being as stress free as possible is good for you and for fertility! Call or go in and see your doctor for advice. Take out enough time for yourself. I keep reminding myself the same things everyday.

 

[Tigerlicious]

TTC is one of the most stressful times of your life. I have wanted to TTC for 5 years but my OH hasn't. Finally he agreed to TTC last month and so I can stop hiding my addiction to reading these forums and finally join.

Keep a smile on your face, I know it's hard and remember it will happen when it's meant to.

Babydust to you LOTS!!!!

 

[mrs s 08]

don't worry chick, it will happen when it's supposed to, that's what i keep telling myself x

 

[5-a-side]

No AF yet though right? So keep positive thoughts!! (I know its easier said than done)