Brightxeyes
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I need to leave.
I've tried and tried and I'm at the last tether, or beyond that now.
My boyfriend literally talks to me like dirt.
There are many many instances where I've thought 'I've had enough' but this morning I think that's it. Last night I went for a drink for the first time in a year. I didn't feel so fresh (I'm not too bad but I asked for water when I woke up) he then said its downstairs n if I don't get up right now he'll get some water and throw it on me..
Like this is the tip of the iceberg, I get this attitude all the time. I do EVERYTHING for our child. I'm just sick of it and I've tried to get past it and I'm getting to the point where I'd rather be dead than be with him.
My parents don't have enough room to take me n my son in. I had to quit a part time job because no one could have our son and my boyfriend is 'too busy' to have him.
Where the hell do I start. How do I leave?! I literally have no money. My boyfriend has to pay for my bills. I am trapped.
I've tried and tried and I'm at the last tether, or beyond that now.
My boyfriend literally talks to me like dirt.
There are many many instances where I've thought 'I've had enough' but this morning I think that's it. Last night I went for a drink for the first time in a year. I didn't feel so fresh (I'm not too bad but I asked for water when I woke up) he then said its downstairs n if I don't get up right now he'll get some water and throw it on me..
Like this is the tip of the iceberg, I get this attitude all the time. I do EVERYTHING for our child. I'm just sick of it and I've tried to get past it and I'm getting to the point where I'd rather be dead than be with him.
My parents don't have enough room to take me n my son in. I had to quit a part time job because no one could have our son and my boyfriend is 'too busy' to have him.
Where the hell do I start. How do I leave?! I literally have no money. My boyfriend has to pay for my bills. I am trapped.
I just didn't know where to start. I'm scared I'll just decide to 'see how it goes again'. He doesn't know I want to leave.. He would actually throw me out if I said I wanted to move to him. It would literally be a surprise move out n take the basics while he's out or something.
