x_Rainbow_x
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This could be a long one ladies so im sorry...
right first of all AGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
If one more person tells me dont worry you have so much time ahead of you to have kids ill snap.. just coz im 20 i have my whole life apparently..
also i was talking to my mum yesterday and she was saying about how there was a program on tv and she had the same problems as me but they were found 2 be incompatable and she was telling me about the process and that now that woman has 3 kids.. which is great to hear. next words out her mouth was dont worry you have years to have treatment and figure it out....
my mum has never losty a child and i said to get its easier said than done if u dnt understand how it feels... she had no problems getting preg n having me n my sisters...
WHY JUST COZ IM 20 DO I GET TREATED LIKE I HAVE ALL THE TIME IN THE WORLD!!!
i have been waiting nearly a year to get roconginsed by the dr that i needed help... only now after 4 m/c and so much heartache do i get any help.
then i hear that a friend of mine who has lost only 1 pregnancy is being fast tracked for tests and she has no bad medical history she just moaned for hours on end and her daddy * who is summat big in a hospital* got her tests!!!
LIKE WTF!!
all around me all i see is pregnant people. even a girl i new a while ago who is the most immature idiot on the planet is pregnant...
i live a sh!t hole that i hate with no friends and no way of getting out. i am stuck in the middle of nowhere..
it seems its never ending.. i no my results are back next month but i dunno wat it will say and it seems everyone with kids or is having a kids seems 2 think ill be fine n itl fix itself..... im the one that has been told its possible ill never have kids...
right first of all AGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
If one more person tells me dont worry you have so much time ahead of you to have kids ill snap.. just coz im 20 i have my whole life apparently..
also i was talking to my mum yesterday and she was saying about how there was a program on tv and she had the same problems as me but they were found 2 be incompatable and she was telling me about the process and that now that woman has 3 kids.. which is great to hear. next words out her mouth was dont worry you have years to have treatment and figure it out....
my mum has never losty a child and i said to get its easier said than done if u dnt understand how it feels... she had no problems getting preg n having me n my sisters...
WHY JUST COZ IM 20 DO I GET TREATED LIKE I HAVE ALL THE TIME IN THE WORLD!!!
i have been waiting nearly a year to get roconginsed by the dr that i needed help... only now after 4 m/c and so much heartache do i get any help.
then i hear that a friend of mine who has lost only 1 pregnancy is being fast tracked for tests and she has no bad medical history she just moaned for hours on end and her daddy * who is summat big in a hospital* got her tests!!!
LIKE WTF!!
all around me all i see is pregnant people. even a girl i new a while ago who is the most immature idiot on the planet is pregnant...
i live a sh!t hole that i hate with no friends and no way of getting out. i am stuck in the middle of nowhere..
it seems its never ending.. i no my results are back next month but i dunno wat it will say and it seems everyone with kids or is having a kids seems 2 think ill be fine n itl fix itself..... im the one that has been told its possible ill never have kids...