No problem chicky.
I understand where you're having troubles though. My OH absolutely adores and worships his children. When I lost our first this past spring, I was so scared he would leave me. He was heartbroken, but knew I was absolutely losing it mentally. I have a history of depression and self-mutilation, so he was putting all his attention into keeping me sane and shut his own pain off, and that worried me also. Thankfully we made it, hope you will too.
I also understand the 'male friend' problem.
I don't have near as many female friends as male friends, and for the longest time I didn't have my male friends over becuase I was afraid of what OH would say, as he has been cheated on and I know this and was afraid to hurt him. I'd never cheat on him, but I didn't want him to have to worry about that. (I also have a history of abusive relationships, god I'm a mess lol, and wasn't sure how he'd react, even though he has never laid a hand on me or been abusive in any way.) Thankfully he doesn't mind, as long as he knows before hand. (Which I find silly but whatever.)
And all this stuff has come out since the MC
Keep in mind that you are both hurting badly, and it is human nature when you are hurting to lash out at someone. (Even animals, if there's a hurt animal and you touch it, will it not snap at you? Growl?) Try to remember that you're both in pain, and will do and say things that normally you would not.