I want my baby

[BabyG2016]

I HATE this!!!!

I want my baby. I want to stop hurting. I want to see his face and kiss him. I want to have morning sickness, and sore breasts, and feel my baby grow.
THis isn't fair - and I know no one ever said life would be, but he was a baby. MY baby. Just like every other miscarriage was someone's baby.
How can this be possible? How can this happen? How can I ever not feel like this?

I love him. I want him back.

I want the pain to go away.

I want the tears to stop flowing.

I know I want what is impossible, but I still want.

 

[tcinks]

Sorry for your loss. It's so hard and so unfair.

 

[HelenJane]

I feel exactly the same
My thoughts are with you xx

 

[justmeinlove]

Ditto Big hugs

 

[xxmyheartxx]

its so so unfair xxx

 

[Sky81]

Hang in there...I feel you...had two miscarriages in a row and feel empty...its hard!

 

[Needabun]

I feel your hurt like its my own. Its been many days ive felt the same way and i cry and cry. You just have to stay happy and smile thru it all, stay positive and know for a FACT that it may not be today or tomorrow or even next year but when the time is right whenever that may be YOU ARE GOING TO GET YOUR BABY!!! Say it loud and proud everyday. Know it and beleive it. And pray on it.

 

[Myshelsong]

Just big hugs and love sent right to you Hun.
I feel exactly the same way, and I always will.

 

[Teri7489]

Huge hugs. Take each hour at a time, talk about your baby, even to us. The pain will ease in time, it really will xxx

 

[BabyG2016]

Thank you for your faith. There won't be any more babies for me, but I definitely still need prayers and the words of others who have gone through this to help.
Sometimes I feel like I should say "get better" or "heal" or some other cliche. But I know none of those apply.

 

[CeeceeGil]

Miscarriage is so sad. I lost my little boy at 16 weeks in July this year. It hurts because I should be pregnant right now, feeling the kicks. But he is no longer here. I cry almost ever day. Sometimes the tears start coming down and I try to stop the tears but they won't go away. Usually I don't tell people that I miscarried, I tell them that I lost my son. People don't understand the word miscarriage well, they tend to understand the pain more when I explain that I lost my son. I hope you feel better soon. I am trying to feel better every day but they pain doesn't seem to leave.

 

[BabyG2016]

I don't seem to cry every day, but there is always a point where I want to. Thankfully, I have been able to find ways to distract myself. Mostly with work.
I would be about 14 weeks by now, I lost him at 6weeks. I was thinking the other day that I would be getting ready to go through the holidays pregnant, feeling little flutters.
I've never hated anything more.