I would have been due Thurs

[ornahayes]

Hi ya ladies,

Just feelin really down. Spud would have been due on Thurs. My 12 week scan for Chip is on Monday. My head is just so all over the place. I don't know how to feel.

I'm a teacher with little ones and I know I have totally over compensated my emotions at school being so stupidly happy - that's not helped as I feel so drained.

No need to reply just need to get it out! I'm dreading Thursday and Monday equally and I just want next Tuesday to be tomorrow.

 

[hb1]

These milestones feel so hard

hx

 

[foxforce]

All the best for your scan Orna

 

[stacey_]

aw our estimated due date is coming up as well, im 6 weeks pregnant, and should be soo happy (and dont get me wrong im ecstatic) but its so hard cos u start thinking what if?? hugs and kisses x x x

 

[newmommy23]

my due date for Eden would have been Nov 21st. With Molly this year it was really hard....I understand.
Hang in there and be gentle with yourself.

 

[ornahayes]

Thanks ladies - it helps to know you're not alone. So many of my friends just don't get it and keep telling me not to hold on to the past, my time will come etc etc. Thing is it's a pretty big milestone to just forget about!

I have my 12 week scan tomorrow and I'm dreading it. Have had a totally chilled out weekend in my PJs! My OH has been lovely. xxx

 

[marnie79]

sending u some hun, hope the day is gentle on u, and good luck with ur scan xx