I've just been told by my OH that he wants to go to a friends house tonight for a party and he won't be back till morning. I don't want to stop him having fun but I know I won't be able to get hold of him if I need him and he'll be drinking so he won't be able to get home. I'm 36 weeks and really feel baby with be early although I've had know signs that anything is happening yet just lots of Braxton Hicks. I really don't like the idea of being by myself at the min especially if I can't get him to come home if I need him because I don't have anyone else I can rely on if I can't get hold of him . I don't know what to do because I know he won't understand if I try and explain how I'm feeling and I don't want him to feel guilty about wanting to go out because he's been really good lately and not been out much at all. I guess I just wish he could see that I need him without me saying anything.