bluestars
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I Recently lost my twin boys at 20 weeks on the first of Feb this year. Still can't believe that they have gone. I feel like the days and weeks since they have gone have just flew past and cant believe its the end of May already. I don't know about anyone else but it is still so hard. Last week Harris and Hamish where due to be brought into this world early last week. People have said that due dates and important dates are hard, no one told me how hard they actually are.
I feel like I'm comparing everything i do each day with "what i should be doing" or "where is should be with my boys". I have there full term due date now coming up and Im worried that I will break down again. I want to make my boys proud.
I feel like I'm comparing everything i do each day with "what i should be doing" or "where is should be with my boys". I have there full term due date now coming up and Im worried that I will break down again. I want to make my boys proud.