BabyG2016
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Tomorrow will be two months since the miscarriage that took my baby from me began.
Two months.
It feels like it has been two years and two minutes all at once. Is it possible to have aged about 20 years in this time. I feel like I have.
While spending time with my family today, I realized that I mostly feel invisible. I feel empty and hollow. I thought I was doing better, but I am not. This horrible evil event in my life is not getting easier or "going away". I want to tear myself in two....one half to stay with my daughter and the other half to be holding my son in heaven.
Is it possible...
to really ever feel better?
to move forward?
for the pain and ache to go away?
to want to live after losing your baby?
Two months.
It feels like it has been two years and two minutes all at once. Is it possible to have aged about 20 years in this time. I feel like I have.
While spending time with my family today, I realized that I mostly feel invisible. I feel empty and hollow. I thought I was doing better, but I am not. This horrible evil event in my life is not getting easier or "going away". I want to tear myself in two....one half to stay with my daughter and the other half to be holding my son in heaven.
Is it possible...
to really ever feel better?
to move forward?
for the pain and ache to go away?
to want to live after losing your baby?