ncbailey
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I would be 5 weeks today. Dr says I must have tested on the right day that I got my bfp. But after a night and day(yesterday) of horrible stomach pains I started bleeding extremely bad last night way worse than a normal period. Dr said most women don't realize they have a MC the first time because it can happen fairly close to when their period should start, but since I've been tracking everything for about 4 months now I noticed every little thing. Should I count today as cd2? (Yesterday being cd1?) And is there even a chance ill O this month?
I'm very heartbroken, but it helps reading that your not alone. I have wanted kids for a long time now. Its frustrating when people i graduated with are having kids like crazy. (Especially bothers me when they are just sleeping around and geting pregnant with just anyon) and then half of them don't even raise their kids their parents do. Then here I try to do things right. I've raised my husbands daughter into a beautiful 17 year old (her mother never wanted anything to do with her) and now its time for us to have some together and this happens.
Sorry I'm venting on here, its just a awful feeling thinking I've tried to do things right. Raise and love unconditionally a child that wasn't mine but took her under my wing as this she was, got married to a wonderful man that I will be with forever, and now I'm having trouble getting (well staying ) pregnant.
Again its my emotions coming out right now, hopefully some of you can understand where I'm coming from.
I'm very heartbroken, but it helps reading that your not alone. I have wanted kids for a long time now. Its frustrating when people i graduated with are having kids like crazy. (Especially bothers me when they are just sleeping around and geting pregnant with just anyon) and then half of them don't even raise their kids their parents do. Then here I try to do things right. I've raised my husbands daughter into a beautiful 17 year old (her mother never wanted anything to do with her) and now its time for us to have some together and this happens.
Sorry I'm venting on here, its just a awful feeling thinking I've tried to do things right. Raise and love unconditionally a child that wasn't mine but took her under my wing as this she was, got married to a wonderful man that I will be with forever, and now I'm having trouble getting (well staying ) pregnant.
Again its my emotions coming out right now, hopefully some of you can understand where I'm coming from.