BabyG2016
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I wasn't planning for it to happen, but it did.
At the end of the day one of my girls was leaving and her mom (who is sick) was carrying her youngest (about 15 months old). As I went to talk to mom, Jayden reached out to me, so I instinctively held out my hands for her. She immediately laid her head on my shoulder...and it hit me she was the first baby I had held since losing Teddy. And in an instant my heart ached because I won't have that with my baby.
When I told mom that Jayden was the first baby I had held, she hugged me and told me it will be alright. (She knows what I am going through, as she had one, too). I cried a little then. And more when I got in my car to leave work.
So while I have been doing fairly well lately....tonight I am not. Tonight I am sad.
I miss my baby.
I love my son.