Its been almost 4 months now

[Kevsgal]

Please excuse me but i need a rant:

Aaaaargh! Its been nearly four months since we miscarried our wee one and I'm going BABY MAD! I think about the baby all the time, asleep and awake. Me and the OH have been trying for another since it happened and have been gutted again this month. I was just about to take a test as I'm 6 days late and WHAM! There's my bloody period! I felt like breaking down and crying right there in the bathroom. Am I crazy to be so desperate to fill this void? I don't feel like we're trying to replace the baby we lost at all but I just cant stop thinking about babies.

I've just found out that one of my best pals is pregnant and I'm absolutely thrilled for her (jealous as hell of course, but thrilled non the less! ) so I'm going to focus all my baby craziness on her for now - I know she's a babyandbump member so if she's reading this... You have been warned! lol

 

[Jem88]

hi, i know how your feeling, i cant stop thinking about babys since we m/c, 7 month ago, and we started TTC straight after.. my cousin was preg at the same time & had her baby, and just found out my other cousin's preg.. babys everywhere hopfully we'll both get our sticky bfp's very soon.. what keeps me goin is that we kno we can get preg, so it'll happen again

 

[angelstardust]

It takes time to make those extra special, extra sticky beans for you guys.

And Kevsgal will be the official Godmother of stardust, if she accepts (so lets hope she is right about stardust being team pink!).

Ofcourse you think of her all the time, she is a special little Angel who will never be forgotten.

for next month, and remember, first hold to Auntie Kevsgal!