It's one of them days...

[Brookegarrett]

I thought I was ok with my losses til I logged onto Facebook n saw my cousins babys newborn pics posted.. Curious to see the baby I looked at them then became very tearful.. I just don't understand y I am not able to have a healthy baby I have had two children and had minor probs but carried them to viable term... Idk what to do I feel so worthless. Motherhood is the only thing in life i can say I've nvr messed up at n to feel like it's been taken away breaks my heart... Is this weird?

 

[andie526]

not weird at all. i know how you feel. it is great that you are such a wonderful mother and you completely deserve to have as many babies as you'd like. keep trying and keep your chin up. i had the same problem with facebook after my first miscarriage and had to just shut it all down. im happy for the people i really love, but i also dont want it shoved in my face right now. good luck to you in the future!

 

[Mon_n_john]

Awww Brooke, I understand. Honestly, I try not to go on Facebook anymore. Someone very close to me is pregnant and I rather not have to deal with it on a daily basis anymore if you know what I mean.

I also have 2 kids so I understand that it's hard and you wonder, what's wrong with me now? Have faith, it's going to happen, I just know it is. We will soon have our rainbow babies!!!

 

[Brookegarrett]

Thanks ladies I'm glad I'm not the only one whose dealt with these feelings.. I'm hoping with time it gets easier...maybe we will get bfpS this month

 

[Mon_n_john]

All we can do is hope and pray.