Iv hit a wall..

[x_Rainbow_x]

do you ever get to the point and think i cant do it anymore..
iv just been researching all PGD and balanced translocations ready for my appointment on the 16th and it all seems so much. so much pain, so much hurt, and for lower than 50% chance or sucess.. im scared.
Im terrified ill go threw it all.. that pain that emotion to be told all my eggs are duds.
the clinic i thought was a nhs one is acctually a private clinic. i cant afford over £7000 +
im 21 and staring at the prospect that i might never get my chance of having a child.

Im scared.

 

[maz]

Oh hunni

I don't know anything about PGD so can't offer any words of advice or such like. I just want to give you a and pray that you'll get some better news on the 16th...

xx

 

[x_Rainbow_x]

i just hope i get funding i keep reading stories bout women who have tryed and been turned away for funding coz they dnt match the criteria.. what if i dnt. they might say im 2 young, nt important enuff...

 

[x_Rainbow_x]

still feeling really shitty today i just cant be bothered to do anything. OH doesnt seem 2 notice im down n when i told him he was more bothered bout playing his xbox i feel so alone.. all i want is support