i've only just realised/accepted i'm pregnant

[missmayhem]

has anybody else experienced this?

I'm days away from giving birth and it has just literally hit me, i'm pregnant, i'm going to have another baby. I've been through the tests, scans and telling people and all of that stuff. But its like i've suddenly accepted this baby is for keeps, we had 3 losses before DD and one in between her and this baby.

now I just feel swept away, and over whelmed with guilt this baby hasn't got the attention they deserve

 

[scuffer]

I can completely understand this, I am 16 weeks pregnant (we lost our last baby due to Edwards Syndrome) and I am struggling to accept that there's a baby growing inside of me and that it will one day be in my arms. x