Just got AF

[Wishfull]

Hi ladies
Well not sure how i could start to say how i feel. Been feeling all day like i was getting very mild period pains. As have been waiting on first period. And tonight i got my period. I burst into tears. It just feels like its all over now. I mean i knew it was all over. But iv been so up and down the past few weeks. With xmas coming up and everything. I would have been 20weeks on the 28th dec. And due to get my scan to see what i was having.
I dont really know why i started crying. My periods different this time. Then again i suppose my bodys just trying to get back to normal. And that its normal to be different from my other periods.
Feel like my m/c never happend in a way. Now that my bodys recovering.

xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

 

[Rumpskin]

Darling, you are exactly the same as me. I started to spot yesterday, I knew she was on her way. This morning, light red bleed, exactly 28 days from the start of the miscarriage. Like you, it was though my m/c never existed.

I was really pleased that my body is working in a way. Going back to normal.

I was only thinking yesterday about Christmas. With this m/c, I would have been 1/2 way through like you. If my 1st miscarriage went full term, I would have had a 4 month old to buy presents for.

It does make it very upset but there is diddly jack I can do to bring back my angels. I kiss my scan picture and that is my reality. I can let my losses make or break me. I figure out if I am going to continue to try and bring a baby into this world, I cannot keep looking back. My angels will never leave my thoughts and will always be in my heart as long as it beats.

Somehow, we have got to be strong so that we can be ready to pick ourselves up and try again.

I send you some and know that I am thinking of you darling.

 

[cleckner04]

Oh hunny..I am so sorry. I always think about where I would be in my pregnancy as well and I should already know what I'm having and be big as a house by now. It isn't fair. I completely understand the sadness that comes when AF comes. It is like an awful reminder of what isn't there anymore.

 

[GlamourPuss]

so sorry ladies...i really don't know what t o say...i get stuck for words in regards to events of this nature..*hugs*

 

[Sash13]

So sorry to hear that you're not feeling well. Take some time out for yourself and cry if you need!! Hope things look up in the next few days. Take good care of yourself.

 

[charliesmom]

Might it help to see this as a more positive event? that your body has healed and will soon be ready to allow you to try again? I've been waiting for AF since Sept and there's still no sign of it. *sigh* can't believe how anxious I am to have it.

 

[Drazic<3]

Im so sorry ladies.
I know it seems so hard, just please let yourself have time to grieve. The world moves on so quickly, but you need to take time for yourself.

 

[dizzy65]

i am sorry, it is tough