Just when I think I'm out they pull me right back in

[MyFavSurprise]

My symptoms, that is. Before you start reading there are some parts that are tmi so please don't read if that is troublesome to you.

I originally posted about this in the ttc forum but I think I was in the wrong place, no replies so I'm moving this way. Edited my post to fit for today.

I got a faint but clearly pink frer on 9dpo but negatives ever since. I am currently 14dpo, still bfn, AF is due today but I'm confused about my symptoms. I know all I can really do is wait but I'm hoping to get some feedback to help me through the next few days in case she doesn't show and I keep getting bfns.

First of all I have had this undeniable exhaustion for days, since about 8-9dpo. Two days ago I fell asleep before work and overslept and I was an hour late! Yesterday I almost overslept picking my son up from school. I even fell asleep the first time while I writing this post and I had to rewrite it. Definitely the same kind of exhaustion I felt when I was pregnant with my son..before I knew I was pregnant I used to take short naps on the office floor when nobody was there, I couldn't help myself.

Then 8dpo I noticed a ton of stretchy and cloudy cm, then 12dpo it was thick, white and sticky, a little stretchy, and yesterday I swore I was bleeding because of the amount of watery cm I got out of nowhere..This morning is the same.

10dpo I tested negative after my 9dpo positive, but I started having mild stabbing cramps on the lower left side on and off. 12dpo, I started having mild AF type cramps along with occasional stabbing cramps still, and they all only last for minutes at a time, yesterday I had some still but less.

I don't chart but I pay very close attention to my cycles, and my cervix right now is very soft like lips and closed, it's not super high but not low.

I also have been having to pee every 2 hours for the last 2 or 3 days, no uti, I just got tested for it.

I have also been eating a LOT, could be AF, I don't know. I have also noticed my breasts are bigger than usual, I want sure about it yesterday but after trying to sleep with them all in my face I definitely feel it now. They're not particularly sore.

I would love some feedback! Anything, thoughts or experiences would be great. Thank you for reading

 

[ttcin2012]

Hey there! Your symptoms sound promising. But so weird that you got such an early bfp but then bfn-s!
I have only one suggestion - if AF isnt here today, then can you go get a blood test? I know of someone who didnt get a bfp on an HPT at all (like, ever) even after getting a blood positive!

 

[MyFavSurprise]

Thank you! I'm hopeful. Well like a crazy person I went and did that at 11dpo with a negative result but if I implanted on the 9th and I know from my last cycle that my hcg level started at below 1, then it would have been too early regardless which is what they told me.

Now this morning I studied my Internet cheapie with a flashlight (yes, I'm a nut), and I saw a very light purple line so im not calling it a positive but I feel hopeful, all of my other ones have been completely white no matter how much I study them. Maybe I got a very rare false positive at 9dpo and it's still a good cycle, I don't know what to think about that bfp either.