Life Is Really Sucking Right Now....

[Kellar]

Well I just found out that my little sister is preggo with number 2. I should be happy and excited. This baby will be my 17th niece or nephew. Im so upset. She barely takes care of Julia (4yrs), she is always with my mom who buys everything for her. Kerry is the youngest and since having Julia has mom and dad wrapped around her finger. Im happy that I have made it on my own and i have worked hard for what I have. Im the last kid out of 7 to have kids. Why cant it happen to me? what is wrong with me. Its been 3 months since my mc and I really hoped that it would happen again for me right away.

 

[sera]

Im sorry that you feel this way! Its hard when everyone falls pregnant around you.. last year i knew around 15 women that fell pregnant! I was the last but lucky last... I got to ask ll the questions and got great advice in times of need! Maybe talk to your parents and tell them how you feel about your sister having them wrapped aroun her finger and ask them for support. You will fall pregnant again chick! Have faith and stay positive! xoxo

 

[tl682]

So sorry, I understand how you feel. Hang in there and keep your head high. This is worth waiting for.

 

[WinterSong4]

It really is no fun and just straight torture when you are surrounded by pregnant women!

Its only been 3 months for you....its been 2 years for DH and I! Hang in there

 

[Kellar]

Thanks You Guys...Feel a bit better today.

 

[ebony2010]

I don't really know what to say to make you feel better but here are some . It does seem so unfair that some people just decide to have a baby and wham they are pregnant whereas we have to wait month after month. *sigh*

 

[lisabutterfly]

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[ebony2010]

Thats really sad

 

[Kellar]

I feel for you. My little sister...had her first daughter...when she was 17(she just turned 20 in Sept.), then had her second daughter this past May. Both very unplanned. My sister would rather party than be a mother. She doesn't have custody of either of her girls now. Even more sad is the fact that I've not been home since my sister was pregnant with Jaidyn(her first daughter) and have only seen pictures of Jaidyn and Kalie(newest baby). If we lived back in my home state I think I would try to take care of both girls, but as it is...I live 2500+ miles away. I get upset thinking about how my sister is a mom but yet doesn't seem to want to be one and can't even take care of her girls. I'm the total 'mom' and yet my sister (whom has never been motherly) can have kids so easily. (she's half sister technically btw, but we grew up with the mentality that we were 'sisters')

Also I went through what I (and everyone around me) think was a miscarriage...in August. Doctor didn't seem concerned over it (no insurance so had to pay a lot to see a doctor) and just wanted to test some blood(because I have not had a period since Sept. 2008)...which well sucked and they didn't even check for much (just two things). I've thought I have PCOS and they hardly checked for it. One blood test which can show an elevation but I've read that ...it's not always the case. Anyways, sorry to ramble.

I have Julia with me alot.....My little sister lives in the basement suite. I'd rather Julia be with me then one of Kerrys friends.

 

[seoj]

I guess everyone has a story, we just happen to be in the middle of our's when it comes to TTC... lol. Doesn't mean we won't get our happily ever after ending, we just have more plot points involved before it happens... lol.

Sorry it's a rough time... but you'll get your turn, and when you do, then it will be all about YOU hehe. Best of luck hun!!!!

 

[RoseRed7]

Don't know what to say, but sending your way!