Looking forward.

[rachjim98]

Here lately it has been a struggle for me to even get out of bed. If I didn't have my 2 wonderful kids and DH I honestly don't believe I would of made it through this. And all you wonderful Ladies on this site have been such a great help.

This past weekend it snowed here and it has been along time since I have seen snow, my children have never seen it. It was so beautiful and just covered all the ugliness up and made me smile for real (not making myself) the first time in 4 months. We went sledding and I watched my kids laugh and play and I was out there playing and being a Mother again. It felt SO GOOD! I just wanted to say that I think I can start looking forward now.

This month will be hard for us as it would be the month I was suppose to deliver our daughter Rebecca, instead we had her 3 1/2 months early in November. But it was so nice to remember *me* again and have fun without pretending too.

 

[MrsO29]

Hi I just wanted to say I think you are very brave.
I can think of nothing worse that losing a baby so far into a pregnancy.

Everytime I m/c, I just keep reminding myself that I have my dd and oh and that, like it or not, life goes on.

Even if it doesn't feel like it at the time, time truly is a great healer.

 

[Shelby2007]

Thanks so much for sharing this. Im soo glad you had fun this weekend.. with YOU and your kiddos! I think the future is an amazing.. yet scary thing for all of us. Good luck to you Rach.. You are wonderful!

 

[Daisydo]

first of all im sorry to hear you lost your daughter I am very happy to hear you gaining your strength back and are feeling more like yourself... hang in there we are all here to help you through this.

 

[rachjim98]

here are some photos... Thanks so much shelby2007 I think you are wonderful too and all you ladies on here are so strong thanks for being here for me.

 

[Shelby2007]

The smile in the second pic.. is REAL! Congrats on that.. and your kids look like they had a ball!

 

[bklove]

Keep looking forward and enjoying all of your blessings. I wish you continued strength

 

[Chilli]

THinking of you. I laughed yesterday for the first time since... and then felt guilty!! But it's got to be done, it can't stay this bad forever!!?? My daughter is doing a good job as I'm sure your kids are of lifting your spirits.

 

[Schmelly]