Hello I really appreciate having somewhere to share my feelings of sadness and lost. Six years ago I married my bestfriend. I started to try and get pregnant right away but I was not able to. Finally in December it happened. Unfortunatly almost three weeks ago we lost him. I started spotting and went to the emergency room. On our way there i started to have contractions. I was seen right away. The dr. checked the baby through an ultrasound and he was fine but as soon as the dr gave us the good news my water broke. A few minutes later I dilivered. I am so sad and lonely. My husband has been so supportive but I need the support of women who have been through this, this is why I am so glad to have found this site. Eveyone around me are being supportive exept my mother in law. She blamed me for what happened. My husband set her straight but what she told me still hurts.
thank you for reading this.
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