Ilyjaylen2011
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My loss was so complicated. I had a ruptured appendix which was the cause for my loss. I'd been to the ER three times before the rupture was detected. By that time the bacteria was introduced to my body and I needed surgery to remove the appendix. There was a chance that I might have indeed lost the baby but I guess I didn't think that would actually happen & besides, days after the surgery, my baby was still in great shape. That was until one night I was getting up to use the bathroom and my water broke. I was devestated. Two days later I had to deliver my baby. I knew he would not live. It's been four days since I delivered and my emotions have been off the wall. I'm sad, I'm ok... I'm angry... I'm finding that I'm jealous of other pregnant women. I hate myself for feeling this way but I can't help it.