LaceFace88
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First off I would like to say how so sorry I am to all you ladies on here for your losses. My name is Lacie and am the mother of four beautiful boys 8,5,4 and 8 months. Shortly after the birth of my 8 month old I found out that I was expecting again. I was a bit shocked but of course happy to be having another little one to give my love to. Everything seemed to be normal just as my others. I at the time was fortunate enough to never experience any losses or complications with any of my other children. But on the night of April 3rd 2014 I was a feeling a bit sick and went to bed early around 7pm with my LO. At about 230 am my mother awoke me saying she had been hearing me moaning and crying in my sleep. She then called 911 because I could barely walk or talk the pain was so bad I knew something was wrong. When the EMTS came they carried me out into the ambulance and about two minuets later I gave birth to my son at only 20w. I was of course crying devastated but thought he has already passed to my horror i felt his little body move against my legs. I couldn't help but scream I screamed and cried knowing at this age he would not survive long I just kept screaming for my mother.
We got to hospital where they said he had no longer had a heartbeat. I was so lost and devastated. I have never felt such pain in my life. They said he had no heartbeat but me and my mother both seen him still trying to breathe for a good hour after they pronounced him gone.
I am so heartbroken and understand why this happened. nothing was wrong before. I have been reading posts here and hope i can get the strength to keep moving like your amazing ladies. it has been so hard to put words together its been a little over a month and i feel like i am just getting to grips with all this. most days i feel like im in a dream a daze kind of. how do we keep moving this is so hard
We got to hospital where they said he had no longer had a heartbeat. I was so lost and devastated. I have never felt such pain in my life. They said he had no heartbeat but me and my mother both seen him still trying to breathe for a good hour after they pronounced him gone.
I am so heartbroken and understand why this happened. nothing was wrong before. I have been reading posts here and hope i can get the strength to keep moving like your amazing ladies. it has been so hard to put words together its been a little over a month and i feel like i am just getting to grips with all this. most days i feel like im in a dream a daze kind of. how do we keep moving this is so hard