Lttc & tww

[Pinkie 33]

Is it just me?!

Every month, despite the fact that every logical part of my brain knows that the chances of a BFP naturally are slim to impossible, I look for signs that it might be this month

Sore boobs, pimples, a touch of moodiness... all associated with my usual PMT I tell myself could be signs.

Two weeks seems to drag on and as AF gets closer I get more excited about testing... even though in my heart of hearts I know it will be negative.

AAAGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! Roll on treatment, I want to get off this bus

 

[Xtraordinary]

I try not to do that, but it has happened a few times to me.

 

[PinkPeony]

I was doing so well this month. I just thought from the start it's a doomed cycle. I had a blood hcg test scheduled 14dpo bc I'm doing a monitored cycle at the FS. I never get to 14dpo so I thought well I'll just call them when af comes. So she hasn't showed, went in today... Of course started getting pretty hopeful eventhough I actually have zero symptoms. Same story as every other month: Feels even worse when someone actually calls you to tell you over the phone. So yes, I'm with you. It's absolutely exhausting going through this routine every. single. month.

 

[Pinkie 33]

Its a bloody rollercoaster. I really think that him upstairs didnt think it through when he planned the female anatomy. The symptoms for AF should not be anything like the symptoms for BFP. Harumph!