more determind than ever...

[Tezzy]

ok.. so you all know i was thinking of giving up breastfeeding the other day and i was sat there feeding Ffion and a thought suddenly came to me...

who am i to deny my precious daughter what she needs? who am i to refuse to give her the milk that god has provided me with?

i just sat there and cried.

i feel so tired, so so tired, beyond tired.... zombie-fied....

but i know that the tiredness will pass and it is just another hurdle that life has thrown at me, it is nothing that i cant handle, its not life-or-death, its just a case of being focused and knowing that every time she feeds from me is one more feed of the good 'booby juice'

even if i feel overwhelmed i know that i have to be strong for my daughter, she needs me and nobody else can provide her with what she needs.

sitting here crying as i type this... too tired to hold back the tears any longer.

i know it will be worth it in the end and i would have given up a long time ago if it wasnt for you girls

 

[Samantha675]

T I am so sorry you are having such a hard time. I do agree that it worth the frustration and tears, I have had many myself. I hope it gets better soon! Stay strong mama.

 

[Holldoll]

I'm sorry you are having such a hard time! You are amazing to stick with it. We are here for you!

 

[cupcake]

we all feel fed up at times, it really is super tiring, well done for hanging in there

 

[clairebear]

we are here for u hang in there ur doing th right thing xxx

 

[smartie]

well done on keeping it going, as you say the tiredness wont last forever

 

[Serene123]

I couldn't quit it either.

She is almost all boob now and I love it.

Well done Tezzy, we're all so proud of you!

 

[luckyme225]

hope the tiredness becomes a thing of the past soon.

 

[Margerle]

ok.. so you all know i was thinking of giving up breastfeeding the other day and i was sat there feeding Ffion and a thought suddenly came to me...

who am i to deny my precious daughter what she needs? who am i to refuse to give her the milk that god has provided me with?

i just sat there and cried.

i feel so tired, so so tired, beyond tired.... zombie-fied....

but i know that the tiredness will pass and it is just another hurdle that life has thrown at me, it is nothing that i cant handle, its not life-or-death, its just a case of being focused and knowing that every time she feeds from me is one more feed of the good 'booby juice'

even if i feel overwhelmed i know that i have to be strong for my daughter, she needs me and nobody else can provide her with what she needs.

sitting here crying as i type this... too tired to hold back the tears any longer.

i know it will be worth it in the end and i would have given up a long time ago if it wasnt for you girls

YES! Oh, well said, and I couldn't agree with you more.

Please post whenever you feel a little down! You're doing a great thing for Ffion (and yourself!)

to you SUPER MUM!

 

[Linzi]

You're doing so well hun, we've had probs with Seth today and I don't think I could have handled it for any more amount of time. You're doing really well.

*hugs*

xxx

 

[Ragirl]

I have to say, I am kind of glad to hear you have finally let loose and just had a good cry. It seems like with all your frustrations with bfing, you have really been bottling this all up- and that tension may have contributed to the problems. I think the release you have achieved from having a good cry will do both of you tons of good. Great job and hang in there

 

[Tezzy]

I have to say, I am kind of glad to hear you have finally let loose and just had a good cry. It seems like with all your frustrations with bfing, you have really been bottling this all up- and that tension may have contributed to the problems. I think the release you have achieved from having a good cry will do both of you tons of good. Great job and hang in there

yeah im glad i had a good cry too.... i really needed it!