Keelymaria403
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So, me and my OH have been NTNP for around 3 years now. Now we are activley trying for a little one, I've had 2 chemical m/c's, been to the doctor for ultrasounds etc and I am currently waiting for an app to have my hormones checked.
For me I never expected to be in a position where I can't physically do anything to help myself. I can't MAKE this happen, we've always been quite laid back I the whole "if It happens it happens" approach.
BUT....
I'm starting to feel as if it's never going to, I did a test yesterday and didn't read the packaging properly (damn impatience) and nearly threw up my heart when I saw two lines....however, this test needed a line and a cross. Luckily I didn't go swinging it round in front of my OH'S face right?
I think this has thrown me slightly, I'm at a point where I want the feeling that I had before I realised it was a cross test, but I want it to stick and be for real.
Currently not having any symptoms but my bb's are incredibly sore. I don't know if this has any significance.
Nice to be able to vent
For me I never expected to be in a position where I can't physically do anything to help myself. I can't MAKE this happen, we've always been quite laid back I the whole "if It happens it happens" approach.
BUT....
I'm starting to feel as if it's never going to, I did a test yesterday and didn't read the packaging properly (damn impatience) and nearly threw up my heart when I saw two lines....however, this test needed a line and a cross. Luckily I didn't go swinging it round in front of my OH'S face right?
I think this has thrown me slightly, I'm at a point where I want the feeling that I had before I realised it was a cross test, but I want it to stick and be for real.
Currently not having any symptoms but my bb's are incredibly sore. I don't know if this has any significance.
Nice to be able to vent
