My body hates me!

[debgreasby]

So fed up right now!

Lost Charlie at 14 weeks on 17th December. Bleeding lasted about 2 weeks. Got BFN then loads of BFP. Pregnancy symptoms returned. Tests got lighter, HCG was dropping, got AF on 22nd January, really heavy.

Fast forward to yesterday. Got BFP on Asda test on cd17?!?!?! Retested today, BFN. Just been to the loo and i'm bleeding. Not heavy, but definitely enough for me to think it's AF.

WTF??!!???

Confused, p*****d off and my tummy hurts!

Not sure of the point of this thread, just wanted to get it off my chest!

 

[emilybee]

aww boddies ccan be cruel things i have no advice but didnt wanna read n run

 

[Dannib247]

it may be your body adjusting after your loss thinking of you cherub xxx

 

[ronshi]

I'm so sorry hun- the heartbreak must be unbearable right now after your loss and those BFP and BFN all mixed up can't be helping.
My baby was diagnosed with Acrania in August and we decided to let him go too.
You could be pregnant again or there might be some Hcg still left in your system after the pregnancy (hence the BFPs). Did you have D&C? If you did, you should get a checkup to see if you're healing, and you never know- they might tell you you're pregnant again- I hope so xxxx

 

[debgreasby]

My loss was medically managed, i delivered my baby so we could spend some time with him and say our goodbyes.

HCG was down to less than 25 3 weeks ago.

 

[blondee]

Aw hun, I am so sorry for your loss and this up and down with BFPs and BFNs must be driving you insane.

I'm no doctor, but i tend to agree with the other ladies that maybe your body is taking a while to adjust. I don't think it would hurt to pop to the doctor and ask for his/her opinion. I hated the fact that i was sent home after the ERPC and pretty much told that was it - i think a follow up appointment with a nurse or GP would have been a good idea, even if it was just to talk.


I do hope that your body settles down soon.

M X

 

[Beadette]

Oh Deb,

Nothing I can say will make you feel better at a time like this - I'm just here to send hugs and support!

As if losing Charlie wasn't enough, you've got your body playing cruel tricks on you! Its so unfair and you don't deserve it at all.

Lots of love hunny! x x x x x x x x x x x x x x

 

[mika]

i have no advice but have lots of (((((((hugs)))))))

xxx

 

[debgreasby]

I'm sure my PMA will return soon - it's on a mini vacation right now

 

[puppymom32]

So sorry babes hope your body gets it self sorted our real soon. Big Hugs.

 

[Amos2009]

Deb you have been through so much I hope you get all sorted out soon

 

[WannaB]

I like your body because it has you in it! Just dont like your bloody cycles at the moment!

 

[debgreasby]

Grrrrr! Temp jumped this morning so according to my chart i OV'd yesterday!

Has anyone else had light bleeding at OV time?

Mind you, not that it matters coz we not DTD for 2 nights and DH is on nights for the next 2 nights, so that's that. Tried to tempt him this morning but he wasn't bothered. In his defence he is ill and has lost his voice. Not happy though.

 

[WannaB]

Never had an O bleed, but plenty on here get it, must have been light then? There was enough bding in there for some to catch the egg, two times I caught it there was no sex on O day what so ever!

 

[debgreasby]

It was definitely more than spotting, not much came onto the pad though.

Why do things have to be so complicated?

Will have to pretend i'm not mad with DH and squeeze in a quickie while Jasmine has a nap this afternoon lol.

 

[Beadette]

Lol! Did u get your quicky Hun?? Xxx

 

[debgreasby]

hehe yeah lol

 

[Beadette]

Yeay for quickies!!! Let's hope his boys catch that eggy!!!

Xxxx

 

[debgreasby]

Not feeling mega hopeful coz of all the spotting, but ya never know!

When u testing?

 

[ronshi]

I had a midcycle bleed in november and this month. The funny thing is...
this month i got it on CD16 and then I got positive on OPK on CD23. MC totally messes up our cycles grrrr!