xGracex
Expecting in September!!
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I have been stalking these threads for a while now, and now that I am going to start to try again I want to share my story. Talking about it really helps me feel a little better. I am sorry it is so long.
I became pregnant with my beautiful girl while on birth control. So my pregnancy was not planned, but as soon as the shock wore off I was so excited. As time passed by I thought the feeling of being worried about losing this baby would pass. Especially after the second trimester and my chances of losing the baby where so slim. I was 22 weeks when I noticed some spotting in my underwear. Since I had no bleeding throughout my whole pregnancy I went into L&D right away. They hooked me up to all of the monitors and everything was normal. I could feel her kicking away. She did not like the monitors being in her way at all
The nurse then talked to the doctor and they decided I did not need a vaginal check and sent me home. She also told me to call my doctor the next day and tell her what is going on.
I called my doctor the next day and told her about last night. She said to just stay on pelvic rest(not full bed rest) and to come in for my scheduled ultrasound and appointment on wednesday. When night came though I started getting period like cramps so I phoned L&D immediately and they told me to wait to come in unless it gets worse. So I tried waiting but I think i made it 15 minutes and the pain was so unbearable that I went there immediately.
When I got in they did not seem too concerned about what was going on because my baby was still kicking and had a strong heartbeat. Until they realized I actually was having contractions and they checked me and realized I was about 7 1/2 cm dilated and my membranes were bulging. They were able to stop my contractions after trying for a very long time. I was also told I wasn't leaving the hospital until i had this baby which could be a day or until full term. I did have some hope at that time and the next day my dilation went down to 5 cm. I wanted so badly to make it at least to 24 weeks so they would try to save the baby. I only made it until friday which i turned 23 weeks.
I ended up dilating at night to 9 and I made the decision to deliver rather than having them stop the contractions again. My blood work was starting to show signs of infection so I didn't want to risk that and also risk not being able to have a child ever again. My angel was born at 9:39, was 12 inches and weighed 1lb 2oz.
The decision to not stop my contractions and induce was the hardest decision I have ever had to make. I know I made the right one with all of the factors leading up to it, but I still wonder what if. Sometimes I also have hard feelings towards the nurse who sent me home the first time without the vaginal check. I should have said something and it makes me feel terrible![nope :nope: :nope:](/styles/default/xenforo/smilies/nope.gif)
I just hope I don't have to lose another child this next time around. Whenever it happens.
I became pregnant with my beautiful girl while on birth control. So my pregnancy was not planned, but as soon as the shock wore off I was so excited. As time passed by I thought the feeling of being worried about losing this baby would pass. Especially after the second trimester and my chances of losing the baby where so slim. I was 22 weeks when I noticed some spotting in my underwear. Since I had no bleeding throughout my whole pregnancy I went into L&D right away. They hooked me up to all of the monitors and everything was normal. I could feel her kicking away. She did not like the monitors being in her way at all
![haha :haha: :haha:](/styles/default/xenforo/smilies/haha.gif)
I called my doctor the next day and told her about last night. She said to just stay on pelvic rest(not full bed rest) and to come in for my scheduled ultrasound and appointment on wednesday. When night came though I started getting period like cramps so I phoned L&D immediately and they told me to wait to come in unless it gets worse. So I tried waiting but I think i made it 15 minutes and the pain was so unbearable that I went there immediately.
When I got in they did not seem too concerned about what was going on because my baby was still kicking and had a strong heartbeat. Until they realized I actually was having contractions and they checked me and realized I was about 7 1/2 cm dilated and my membranes were bulging. They were able to stop my contractions after trying for a very long time. I was also told I wasn't leaving the hospital until i had this baby which could be a day or until full term. I did have some hope at that time and the next day my dilation went down to 5 cm. I wanted so badly to make it at least to 24 weeks so they would try to save the baby. I only made it until friday which i turned 23 weeks.
I ended up dilating at night to 9 and I made the decision to deliver rather than having them stop the contractions again. My blood work was starting to show signs of infection so I didn't want to risk that and also risk not being able to have a child ever again. My angel was born at 9:39, was 12 inches and weighed 1lb 2oz.
The decision to not stop my contractions and induce was the hardest decision I have ever had to make. I know I made the right one with all of the factors leading up to it, but I still wonder what if. Sometimes I also have hard feelings towards the nurse who sent me home the first time without the vaginal check. I should have said something and it makes me feel terrible
![nope :nope: :nope:](/styles/default/xenforo/smilies/nope.gif)
I just hope I don't have to lose another child this next time around. Whenever it happens.