Hello ladies, i feel ready to post on here properly so, here goes.
Thursday morning i had my booking in visit with my midwife and all was well she took bloods and asked lots and lots of questions!!
Got home from the midwife and popped to the toilet before going out with my little girl and there was blood when i wiped. So i phoned the doctors who were closed as they only open mornings on a thursday! So i phoned the early pregnancy assesment clinic, which i am very familier with having 2 previous miscarriages. They told me to 'put my feet up' 'have a rest!!' and phone the doctors in the morning as i needed a GP referal to see them!!!! Phoned my big sister and she said, No way i am not having that and rushed round to take me to A and E!
Very quickly was processed through A and E and was transfered up to Early Pregnancy and the scanned me and as soon as she said 'sweetheart i just need to do an internal scan for a better look' i just knew. She then said right i am just going to be quiet for a few seconds while i check everything. Then the room span and she said i am so very very sorry, the baby is measuring around 8 weeks 5 days but the heart has stopped beating.
So very very sad and am fine as long as i keep busy but i cannot stop blaming myself as this is my 3rd miscarriage. Booked in for a D and C on monday. But have just passed the baby so i think they might just scan to check everything is ok.
The hospital said they cant do and investigation into possible problems (causes of miscarriage) untill i have 3 miscarriages in a row, i have miscarriage, then my beautiful daughter then 2 miscarriages. So i am left frightened beyond belief about getting pregnant again and at this moment in time i just want to not think about that.
This helped so so much to write it down it has given me a quiet calmness.
x x x
Thursday morning i had my booking in visit with my midwife and all was well she took bloods and asked lots and lots of questions!!
Got home from the midwife and popped to the toilet before going out with my little girl and there was blood when i wiped. So i phoned the doctors who were closed as they only open mornings on a thursday! So i phoned the early pregnancy assesment clinic, which i am very familier with having 2 previous miscarriages. They told me to 'put my feet up' 'have a rest!!' and phone the doctors in the morning as i needed a GP referal to see them!!!! Phoned my big sister and she said, No way i am not having that and rushed round to take me to A and E!
Very quickly was processed through A and E and was transfered up to Early Pregnancy and the scanned me and as soon as she said 'sweetheart i just need to do an internal scan for a better look' i just knew. She then said right i am just going to be quiet for a few seconds while i check everything. Then the room span and she said i am so very very sorry, the baby is measuring around 8 weeks 5 days but the heart has stopped beating.
So very very sad and am fine as long as i keep busy but i cannot stop blaming myself as this is my 3rd miscarriage. Booked in for a D and C on monday. But have just passed the baby so i think they might just scan to check everything is ok.
The hospital said they cant do and investigation into possible problems (causes of miscarriage) untill i have 3 miscarriages in a row, i have miscarriage, then my beautiful daughter then 2 miscarriages. So i am left frightened beyond belief about getting pregnant again and at this moment in time i just want to not think about that.
This helped so so much to write it down it has given me a quiet calmness.
x x x
