bensmommy
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I've been reading all of your posts and finding so much encouragement here in the last few days, this is my first post, I'm a little nervous...
We lost our baby Benjamin to a mmc 8 days ago at 17 weeks...I was the most devastated I have ever been in my life, didn't sleep, didn't eat, cried for days and days. Now, my husband is back at work, the kids are back to school, life is back to normal and I just feel...nothing. Just numb. Somehow it is more upsetting to feel nothing and so disconnected from my sweet baby, than to feel the huge sadness that I felt. Has anyone else had this experience? It bothers me so much, I almost wish I could go back in time to the hard day of his birth because then I would at least feel close to him again...
We lost our baby Benjamin to a mmc 8 days ago at 17 weeks...I was the most devastated I have ever been in my life, didn't sleep, didn't eat, cried for days and days. Now, my husband is back at work, the kids are back to school, life is back to normal and I just feel...nothing. Just numb. Somehow it is more upsetting to feel nothing and so disconnected from my sweet baby, than to feel the huge sadness that I felt. Has anyone else had this experience? It bothers me so much, I almost wish I could go back in time to the hard day of his birth because then I would at least feel close to him again...