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[4eva-3-babies]

i will introduce myself before i subject u poor soles to a rant lol my names michelle im 23 i live alone with a son william whos 4yrs 5 months and a daughter Abi who is 1yr 9 months,
i have an angel Sarah-michelle she was born at 24 wks and passed away half hr later shes been gone 3yrs 2 months 2 weeks and 5 days to be exact,

my 1st 2 childrnm william & sarah share the same dad unfortunatly the loss of sarah put a massive strain on an already shakey relationship and he moved back to his moms,

6 months later i met abis dad he seemed perfect everything was going like a fairytale abi was born after being told i couldnt have any more then he proposed and we where due to tie the knot in cyprus & honeymoon in egypt that was until a month before the wedding i descovered he had had several affairs and more recently descovered he has a son the same age as his daughter,

so i have been living alone ever since he kicked me and the kids onto the street 9 months ago now i feel so alone my house is always a mess the kids are always running riot and althought i have a massive family who pretend to be so close i have no support what so ever!

i have just started seeing another guy but feel like he wont stay long after my past experiences even thought deep down i know he is different and loves me im finding it so hard to trust again,

iv cried so much today i just feel so alone like i have nobody even feel i cant cope at times

 

[precious-gift]

i really feel for you, i've only been single 6 weeks, after finding out my husband had and affair, and it hurts so much, im currently pregnant and my baby is what keeps me going. i try to keep busy to stop myself from thinking about it, but it isn't easy. it must be hard to trust someone again, i think i will have problems with that, but not all men are the same, some are decent human beings! xx

 

[dreams]

Welcome

Not all men are the same but i can understand why you would feel like that, i'm the same. I don't think i could be in a relationship anytime soon to be honest.

 

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[Welshcob]

sending you lots of hugs!!! Be strong!!!! x

 

[Shireena__x]

keep your head up hun xxxxx

 

[DizzyMoo]

Aw hun i feel for you i really do , I did the single mum thing with my 1st , all through the pregnancy & up until i met the boyf i was alone & i hated every minute of it. I have some close family or i thought they were until i needed help & they were nowhere in sight.
I'm now preg with my boyfs 1st baby (planned) & whilst we're having a bad patch & hes also nowhere to be found i asked my mum for help whilst i was really ill the other week & she didnt want to know, But yet feels able to preach to me about being a possible single mum again. This caused another arguement & i feel i'm being shunned out by her now.

My boyf is confusing me with his do/dont love me ways so i dont know where i stand but im heading towards the single life with 2 kids (i think) .
I have no friends who really give a cahoot, again they claim to but only when they are bored or want something. So i am really alone too i find it so hard just looking after 1 alone that i never ever wanted another alone! But here i am & there is nothing i can do but carry on. I tend to forget it for now & i'll wait til nearer the time to worry more, sorta in denial i guess.

I'm here if ever you need a chat , chin up hun & try be strong xxxxxxx