Newbie - TTC #2 - 3yrs 5 months trying

[JodieDan81]

Hi guys just introducing myself (a friend recommended this forum for support) - I have secondary infertility. It just isn't happening. My clomid has been increased from 50mg to 100 and now to 150mg. I miscarried back in May too so I must have ovulated. My last progesterone result was 14 on 100mg. I feel like I'm becoming really bitter and can't bear to be around my pregnant sister and yes, I have a beautiful healthy daughter so I am incredibly lucky but this longing for another is eating me up xxxx

 

[HappyPanda4]

Hi JodieDan! I totally understand. This is my 3rd cycle of Clomid. Ive been ttc forever. It took 14 months to conceive then miscarried last April. My SIL announced her pregnancy while I was still miscarrying. I can't look or touch my nephew w/o someone giving me the sad eyes or accusing me of being jealous (which I secretly am). Now its been 16 months since my m/c and nothing. I have 3 beautiful children and love them w/ all my heart but feel like my family is incomplete. Good luck w/ your ttc journey. ***BABY DUST***

 

[tinadecember]

Welcome to the forums Jodie, your friend is right all of the girls on here are amazing and so inspirational.

We too have secondary infertility though it isn't me but my husband who has a low sperm count and low motility.

I can completely understand how you are feeling, though we're only on cycle 13 which seems like a pinch of salt compared to the time you have been TTC it still doesn't stop the pain of desperately longing for a child and knowing that your chances are slim each cycle.

Sending lots of hugs, we're always here if you need a chat x