not coping :-(

[weewdy]

Im sitting here watching my amazing dd sleep knowing that i should be the happiest ive ever been. Truth is im sitting crying and cant shift the image of my neighbour out my head. He hung himself last week and its knocked me for 6. We have found out he was £43000 in debt (excluding mortgage and car) which his wife knew nothing about. Im normally so strong but since ive had LO i over think everything and cant help thinking about the what ifs. I have not slept right since and keep having nightmares regarding it. When should i start to feel better?

 

[amandad192]

I think you need to go and see your doctor hun and talk it through with him. You may need a little counseling to help you feel a bit better about it.

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[Ceejay123]

I'm so sorry, I hope things look up soon., for you and his wife. X

 

[Eternal]

Sorry, must have been hard. Get some help, there must be people you can't call.

 

[Mummy2B21]

Hun it is only natural to feel how you are feeling after witnessing what happened, I think you should see your Dr and ask for some councelling for you to come to terms with what you saw and what happened, you shouldnt have to deal with this alone, there are people who specialise in this and will help you much better than just waiting for time to heal xxx

 

[Nats21]

Sorry you are going through this. I agree I think you need to speak to a doctor about this, I don't think its the type of thing you can see and just forget about xxxxx

 

[LPF]

My uncle hung himself a few years ago - just the aftermath was awful and I didn't see anything. It's a horrible way to die and I kept being plagued by visions of what he must of gone through and looked like when he was found etc. it really traumatised me for a while so I can't imagine what you must be going through. Agree with going to the doctor and see if he can put you in touch with someone who you can talk to.