Biotechick829
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This past weekend was the most heartbreaking days of my life. After seeing our little one bounce about the ultrasound screen and have a strong heartbeat, I was diagnosed with having a partial molar pregnancy and that the baby wouldn't survive.
On Sunday morning I underwent a D&E. Sunday and Monday I was pretty strong, but since yesterday I've been a mess. I'm trying not to break down in tears as I write this since I'm at work, but it's so hard to keep them back.
This was our first pregnancy -- we lost our baby.
The extra slap in the face is that since this was a partial molar pregnancy and my HCG levels were so high (562,000 pre D&E), I have to be monitored for months, worry about the slim chance of cancer, and we won't be allowed to TTC again for 4-12 months.![Cry :cry: :cry:](/styles/default/xenforo/smilies/cry.gif)
One of my close girlfriends posted on Facebook this morning "Being a mom is the best thing in the world." I don't think she understands how much reading something like that just tares me a part![Cry :cry: :cry:](/styles/default/xenforo/smilies/cry.gif)
![Cry :cry: :cry:](/styles/default/xenforo/smilies/cry.gif)
On Sunday morning I underwent a D&E. Sunday and Monday I was pretty strong, but since yesterday I've been a mess. I'm trying not to break down in tears as I write this since I'm at work, but it's so hard to keep them back.
This was our first pregnancy -- we lost our baby.
![Cry :cry: :cry:](/styles/default/xenforo/smilies/cry.gif)
![Cry :cry: :cry:](/styles/default/xenforo/smilies/cry.gif)
One of my close girlfriends posted on Facebook this morning "Being a mom is the best thing in the world." I don't think she understands how much reading something like that just tares me a part
![Cry :cry: :cry:](/styles/default/xenforo/smilies/cry.gif)
![Cry :cry: :cry:](/styles/default/xenforo/smilies/cry.gif)