Petrified

[millianaire]

Hi ladies

I haven't written on here in a long time I gave myself a six month break after my last miscarriage and now I'm diving in again
I went to gyne on Friday who have said that I probably won't Concieve without medicine now
So I used to be on 100mg of clomid and now she has given me provera, clomid 100mg an metformin for my pcos I'm petrified of miscarriage again an all the side effects that I've read about with metformin I'm meant to start it tonight....

God give me wings so I can fly through this stage of my life with a happy ending is all I keep saying to myself. I really feel like I'm being punished having to fight for a baby like this

I don't know who else to talk to but I'm scared and wish that someone knew how I was feeling after this two year exhausting battle of emotions

Sorry an hope everyone else is doing better than me

Gina x

 

[Tulips19]

I am so sorry for your loss. I have never even had a BFP, so I can't even imagine what you have gone through. I know what you mean about wishing you could just fly past all of this. I get so sick of thinking and hoping I will someday get pregnant. I was on a TTC break from February until now while I recovered from 2 (yes 2!) surgeries to remove fibroids. It was honestly very freeing and nice not to worry.

I think a lot of women on this board can relate to what you are feeling. It is just so unfair sometimes. But I truly believe that it will be all worth it one day and these terrible feelings will be just a bad memory.

I have been taking Met for my PCOS, it's not too bad. Just try to go easy on the fatty and carb-heavy foods. It has really helped shorten my cycles and lose weight. It even made me 'O' a few times, but the fibroids made implantation impossible. Also, make sure to take it with food or it will make you really sick!

 

[millianaire]

thankyou just what i needed well i have started metformin now and fingers x not much happening maybe takes time

 

[Tulips19]

Yay! If I remember correctly the Met took a few days to start working for me.

 

[heres_hoping]

Totally understand. I lost ,y son at 26+3 21 months ago. Been trying again for 17 months now, and nothing. I am finally on treatment, Metformin and clomid (PCOS) and tis exhausting me, emotionally to keep on doing this. Yet, I am so desparate for a living child that I can't bear the thought of taking a break. You are not alone. I pray to God every day for strength to do this and peace in my heart.

Wishing you well on your journey x