Picking up the pieces..

[ghinspire22]

Last night I had a miscarriage. I went to the ER and there I was bleeding on the table. I was only about four or five weeks along. The baby was barely there and yet I knew they were there. But now they aren't.

I go for a follow up tomorrow get my blood drawn and make sure that the hormone has left my body and that I am no longer pregnant.

It hurts to know that my baby was lost and that I'll never know them but I guess it means that I have to take a breath and try again.

I will not let my thyroid issues or my PCOS keep me from where I want to go. I will be a mother.

My hope now is that everything heals and that I can try again.

 

[bluesparkles]

Sorry for your loss. Hugs

 

[lxb]

so sorry to hear that. hope your body will be back to non-pregnant state so you can try asap~

 

[girlinyork]

I'm so sorry you went through that. I was so hoping things would be ok. Miscarrying is such heartache but you will get your rainbow to help you heal one day xxx

 

[lisalee1]

So sorry to hear about your loss. But I love your spirit. You WILL be a mother!! I hope you have a quick recovery.

 

[ghinspire22]

Thank you everyone. I feel like a mess right now. Physically I just feel out of whack. I am so glad that I am going to the doctor tomorrow...get everything looked at.