I'm looking for some advice and don't know where else to turn - this forum is such a life saver sometimes
I've always had anger issues, always been unable to control my temper and lash out at people and things. Now I have a five month old daughter and I'm starting to scare myself. I feel as if I need help to deal with this anger but if I go to my doctor I'm afraid someone will take my daughter away from me. I would NEVER EVER hurt her. When I lived at my parents I would kick walls, throw things etc when I was angry but now that I'm in a rented flat I am very aware that I can't do that so feel that this is an improvement as I'm controlling it a little better.
Yesterday I couldn't find my house keys so couldn't leave the house and actually flipped out, tearing the house apart trying to find them and my LO was crying and it was making me so much worse. It was like a red mist descended and I was biting my own hand to try and vent my anger. I phoned my partner screaming 'where are my keys?' phoned my friend screaming, asking if she had them. My partner text me saying I need to sort myself out and he's right. I need help
I just don't know where to go to get it without them thinking I'm a danger to my daughter.
One minute I'm fine, laughing and joking then someone can say something to annoy me and I just turn!
Any advice/personal experiences greatly appreciated.
I've always had anger issues, always been unable to control my temper and lash out at people and things. Now I have a five month old daughter and I'm starting to scare myself. I feel as if I need help to deal with this anger but if I go to my doctor I'm afraid someone will take my daughter away from me. I would NEVER EVER hurt her. When I lived at my parents I would kick walls, throw things etc when I was angry but now that I'm in a rented flat I am very aware that I can't do that so feel that this is an improvement as I'm controlling it a little better.
Yesterday I couldn't find my house keys so couldn't leave the house and actually flipped out, tearing the house apart trying to find them and my LO was crying and it was making me so much worse. It was like a red mist descended and I was biting my own hand to try and vent my anger. I phoned my partner screaming 'where are my keys?' phoned my friend screaming, asking if she had them. My partner text me saying I need to sort myself out and he's right. I need help
I just don't know where to go to get it without them thinking I'm a danger to my daughter.
One minute I'm fine, laughing and joking then someone can say something to annoy me and I just turn!
Any advice/personal experiences greatly appreciated.