Armywife
Mummy to 2 beauties
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I'm sorry girls but i just need to vent and this is probably the best place for it!
Yesterday hubby started work at 11am and didn't get in till 8am today, Poppy has been sick with tummy flu since thursday night and i am exhausted! I haven't had a nights sleep since weds and i just can not listen to her cry anymore! When she was born Poppy was really poorly and spent a lot of time in hospital having surgery etc and the main symptom was sickness, i think thats why i am finding it so hard, its just reminding me of when she was so sick.
Anyway, hubby is now also poorly and has spent the entire day in bed leaving me to deal with Poppy and the projectile vomit (and poo) alone. I have awful periods since having Poppy and i'm currently bleeding so heavily and have horrendous period pains, tbh all i want to do is lie in bed but i can't!
Hubby is honestly the best i could ask for, he does more than his fair share usually so i shouldn't moan but right now i feel like i can't cope! Its been a gorgeous weekend but i have spent it alone with a screaming, puking baby. Maybe its just pms making me feel this way but God its an awful feeling. I've not felt this bad since I had pnd I feel guilty because i always say i hate when women moan about their kids etc etc etc.
Sorry girls, i just needed to let that out xxxxx
Yesterday hubby started work at 11am and didn't get in till 8am today, Poppy has been sick with tummy flu since thursday night and i am exhausted! I haven't had a nights sleep since weds and i just can not listen to her cry anymore! When she was born Poppy was really poorly and spent a lot of time in hospital having surgery etc and the main symptom was sickness, i think thats why i am finding it so hard, its just reminding me of when she was so sick.
Anyway, hubby is now also poorly and has spent the entire day in bed leaving me to deal with Poppy and the projectile vomit (and poo) alone. I have awful periods since having Poppy and i'm currently bleeding so heavily and have horrendous period pains, tbh all i want to do is lie in bed but i can't!
Hubby is honestly the best i could ask for, he does more than his fair share usually so i shouldn't moan but right now i feel like i can't cope! Its been a gorgeous weekend but i have spent it alone with a screaming, puking baby. Maybe its just pms making me feel this way but God its an awful feeling. I've not felt this bad since I had pnd I feel guilty because i always say i hate when women moan about their kids etc etc etc.
Sorry girls, i just needed to let that out xxxxx