Garnet
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I lost my baby on December 17th and I seem to be okay one day then the next I'm breaking down. I think of him everyday and miss being pregnant and his kicking. I just hope he is okay in Heaven!! About two weeks ago, I finally was able to see the world with out the gray cloud over it. Everything prior to that the world seem to have a gray cast over everything. This was our 3rd MC and Taylor made it 17.5 weeks. I turned 44 this month and I was not excited at all. So sad and can't decide if this is our TTC journey is over but two psychics say that I'm going to have a little girl who will be concieved in March/April. I just don't know anymore...